[Editor's note: this is being published later than it was written because of computer issues. Consider it June 18th when reading.]
I won't be bashful: this was a tough, challenging week.
We spent the weekend in Chicago celebrating my sister's baby shower, and at some point, I tweaked my back. It's not a new injury. I have a single, misaligned vertebrae that pulls on my left side more than my right. One false move, and it tightens up so much that I have trouble breathing.
I felt something small Saturday, but didn't think too much about it. When we got back Sunday, I went on a run with Elsa, but my back didn't get any worse. It was during the night that it finally tightened up wicked bad. I couldn't breath deeply or even lay on the bed in a comfortable spot. I slept poorly, if at all. I barely made into work by 10 AM (usually there by 8) and left by 3 PM to try my luck with a chiropractor. He "pushed" (as he put it) on my back, cracked my spine in half, and I left feeling a bit looser, but still had tension when leaning the wrong way or holding Elsa. So I went back to the chiro on Wednesday for another "push" and by that night things were on their way back to normal. I woke up Thursday with no pain so the Aquathon was on.
Thursday ended up a littler warmer than the previous days, but nothing extraordinary. I purposefully drank water all day long to be hydrated for the race and made sure to have plenty of calories ahead of time. My warm up was abbreviated due to parenting duties, but I still was able to spend some time in the water before the start.
The aquathons are growing more and more popular with every race, and this race was the biggest yet. With an announced record setting entry of 146, the talent pool is getting deeper and competition is growing at all levels. Instead of leading the swim, I just hope to get on some feet and come out in the top ten.
Apparently we had a guest starter this week, because all we heard was a child screaming, "SetGo!" without any warning. So we were off! On my third and final dolphin dive, my left goggle filled with water. Fearing a lost contact and not being able to sight clearly, I decided to stop and empty the goggle. It went quicker than expected and my contact was still there! Sweet, now to find some feet and get swimming. The ones that I found slowed considerably after the first turn buoy, so I ditched them and went out on my own. The waves were somewhat challenging, but not overwhelming. I was on my way back to the beach when all of a sudden, out of nowhere, the final marking buoy grabbed hold and started slapping my head silly. I couldn't escape easily and had to stop and free myself from the rope. I saw a group of five pass me and try to gain back as many spots as possible. I ran on the beach in 9th and changed for the run.
The run started out innocently enough. I was ready to push it, building on a superb run at Lake Mills the week prior. I forgot my watch so I couldn't get splits, but mile 1 seemed fast enough. But, by the time I hit the turn around, I was hurting. I took some extra time and stopped while I drank a cup of water. On the way back, I slowed a bit, wanting desperately not to stop and walk. It was getting harder to breath and by the time I got to the top of the final hill. I stopped to catch my breath. It was a long stop. Finally, I get motivated to run down the hill and towards the finish line. I still put the effort in to finish hard and once I crossed the line, I dropped to my knees. Ryan, the race director & trained EMT, looks at me and asks if I'm alright, "cause, you don't look alright."
I made my way out of the finishing chute and lie down on the grass. Water is brought over, Ryan says, "you're pretty pale, how's your heart rate?" Then I shove some ice down my shirt and begin to get things under control. Kris saw me enter the chute from where she was sitting, but didn't see me exit, so she came over and saw me on the ground. As I get my color back, Ryan let's me know how serious it was, "I was one step away from calling the ambulance. You're color was not good."
Once I could stand, I spent some time sitting in the lake, cooling down. Then we headed to Red Robin for dinner and Home Depot to pick up our new screen door.
We spent the whole night considering what went into my meltdown. The biggest contribution in my mind is the lack of salts. I believe I made the mistake of thinking that because I'm not working out as often, or as hard, I don't need an electrolyte drink. But, considering the fact that I'm a salty, heavy sweater, I need to keep on top of my salts. That, and more training couldn't hurt. But, a silver lining, if you could call it that, is that I had some mental fortitude to push my limits. I've never done that before. I know I shouldn't stop, but I didn't coast in, either.